Garden Healing Church

Grateful for Healing in Nature – for all of us mind control subjects


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Our Inner Healers 

This afternoon, I came outside to dry my hair after showering, and found the air temperature 78° and the wind just slightly gusty. The sun at 3 o’clock, the sky clear, the desert still green from the rains a few weeks ago, and the desert I greet each morning and say goodnight to each night seemed to bless me with such good energy, I could only stand still with my eyes closed and let it sink in.

Then a healer inside me, a resident or maybe one who just comes in now and then, took me through a series of slow motions like tai chi, then collapsed me down, my head to my knees, then twisted me very slowly in one direction and the next, rolling across with my head bowed and rotating, all so slowly that every muscle fiber after another hummed with joy. Then we rose again like a tree slowly twisting and swaying in the wind, then slowly returned to this pose that I don’t know about, but I wouldn’t be surprised to learn it was an asana: my feet apart, toes wide, knees bent, arms bent beside me, palms forward, shoulders relaxed, breathing full, loving the stretch in these muscles that don’t often get used, finding slightly new variations with a slow twist, relaxing.

I believe we all have inner healers that can help us release stress in our bodies without lessons or classes, give us the same benefits of an expensive massage, get our lymph system moving, get our blood fully moving, our nervous systems made happy, and healing begun.


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Be not afraid. Be prayerful.

I just found this video that explains what I’ve been imagining.

Fear has no utility after the situation is recognized.

Next is time to listen for your spiritual help, call up your inner warrior, and open your heart to the next stage of your soul’s evolution. 


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Spiritual Help

Spiritual Help can sometimes be amazing.

Years ago, I took my camping gear to a local state park and met two women friends for an astronomy presentation on a moonless night with a gathering of perhaps 50 people.

When it was over and we were back at camp, ready to climb into our tents and sleep, I decided I wanted a hit of cannabis, so I took a walk down the road toward the bathrooms.

Along the way, I thought it odd that someone had parked their car right next to the road, rather than in a campground spot, and because of my diverted attention, I didn’t see the restrooms right across the road.

When I came to a locked gate, I turned around and walked back. This time, I noticed the restroom building on the other side of the road from the unoccupied car, which explained why I had missed the building. What I didn’t realize was that that car was suspiciously out of place, and perhaps I should be concerned.

I trudged across thick gravel to the women’s room’s heavy, metal door. Inside, I locked the door and was about to unzip when I heard the men’s room door open on the other side of the building.

I immediately connected the car to the man in the room, and felt uneasy that I hadn’t heard a single noise until then and hadn’t expected anyone to be so near.

Instead of hearing footsteps crunch toward the car, I heard gravel crunch very slowly and carefully, first around the front corner toward the back, then across the back to the corner behind the women’s room door.

My brain had been trying to come up with some reason a person would behave like that, because… no way could this scary-movie scene be happening to me now in real life….

As the man took a step toward the front of the building, I knew very clearly this was real..

Suddenly, I felt courage, unlocked the door, and thought: by leaving sooner than the man was expecting, I would have the element of surprise….

But I also felt something else, I didn’t know what, but I knew I would have protection or guidance or … something.

I opened the door quickly and calmly walked through the gravel at an angle toward my friends and camp. I didn’t look back, but knew he was close. 

Twice before, when my life was in danger, I’d experienced either an angel warrior come in or a part of me that I don’t know come out, and I’d been able to do something I’d never consciously done before.

Once it had been some impressive martial arts, and the other time I’d grabbed a knife and was preparing to kill someone in self-defense with absolute confidence in what I was doing (though it wouldn’t be necessary). I wondered if something like that would happen again.

Instead, suddenly a vehicle in a camp spot on a hill I didn’t know was right there in the dark turned on its headlights and put us in a bright spotlight.

I continued my power walk calmly, at a pace for a lovely evening stroll, until I was far down the road, when I began a tiptoe jog back to camp.

Thank you, Amazing Helpers.


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Feel to Heal ~

Remember that old saying, “Gotta feel to heal”?

I felt so much yesterday, I could barely see.  It hurt to walk.  I wanted to die.

Today I feel better and understand quite a few things.

I had just extracted numbers from my journal of the last 6 months and was not surprised to see the huge number of days indicating I was truly exhausted around half the time, talking about ending my life five times, with bruises and marks left on my body, and even more details I’d forgotten about (many of which I wrote about in my last blog).

So I wasn’t surprised to feel terrible on Saturday.  I thought it was a natural response to reading my own journal!

Maybe it was Satanic rituals, as a commenter of my MK site suggested (I don’t feel like looking up old research on that to know for sure), but whatever – them or me – it had a good result:  I see some important things.

First, I realize I need to not let 6 months of stuff go by without dealing with it!  Sheesh!  What was I thinking?

I think I know:  Trying to stay positive, focused on the light (ignoring the dark), and staying more easily “functional” in this crazy, numbing world.

Yeah, but that’s not very smart, as I’ve coached others before:  Survival requires we be aware of our environment!

(We teach what we need to learn, right?  So here I am.)

Second, to accomplish that, I plan to take one day each week to summarize the previous seven days (I can handle that!), to recognize what are the energies swirling around in my life.  Have I ignored some lie (as Pamela Meyer challenges us not to do in the video I linked to in this blog)?  Where is my strength?  Where are creative juices flowing?  What do I need?

I’ll make it Sunday, since the culture makes that day more available.  It’s quiet.

Of course, there’s a daily aspect too, but it’s also important to go retrospective now and then for a longer view.

Third – well, I don’t need to share everything, but I’ll be making a new space for myself.  Power is flowing again.

I hope and pray Power and Love are flowing in you also today ~

Jean