If you are healing from any intense form of mind control, these might be of interest to you:
This first video is an interview with my friend, Niara Isley, which whom I have similar experiences. She does an excellent job explaining it all:
http://www.theeventchronicle.com/media/documentary/military-whistleblower-niara-isley-ufos-real/
And this next is an interview with Elisa E. another very good presenter, who also has experiences similar to mine, only I haven’t had deep deprogramming, and so haven’t had the depth of memory that she’s had.
I’m not familiar with some of the more esoteric and occult things she has experienced – at least I’m not familiar consciously – and so cannot personally vouch for them, but there’s still a deep resonance.
For all our healing.