Greetings to Everyone following the Garden Healing Church (aka MK Healing Church) ~
I want to acknowledge that I have not posted on this site as I expected I would.
Instead, I’ve realized that my wounded parts (whom I’d prefer keep their writing on ParadigmSalon.net instead) are the ones who most like to write; my healthier, happier parts engaged in healing work are not that interested in sitting at the keyboard!
But that leaves me not fulfilling what Good I think I can do given my situation. I don’t want to only post about my fearful and exasperating experiences; I want to also post about healing. But when life is going well, I am not interested in sitting in front of the computer. The computer feels like something to avoid.
The result is that I have an online presence that is mostly fearful, irritated, angry, and ready to leave this life. My “garden presence,” on the other hand, is happy. But she’s completely uninterested in sitting at the keyboard – unless I tell myself for months that I must create some balance, and then I sit down as I am now and make myself write.
But now that I’m here, I don’t know what to say. Except maybe this: the computer, energetically, is not a good place to find healing. You can find information and, if you’re lucky, hints about coping and healing. But it’s not, over all, a good place to spend our lives or search for health. I’m trying to spend less and less time here.
I am also tired of trying to relate to imaginary people around the globe. I think it’s best for all of us to work, instead, to relate to the real-life people around us in our communities – which is where I hope to spend more of my time and where I hope to offer my knowledge to others – face to face.
If you know me locally, please ask me what I have to share – or specific questions. If you don’t know me locally, then I hope you will seek out healing connections in your local community. Connections with people, and with plants, and animals, and stars, and of course your cosmic Helpers.
For these few minutes I can stand to be at this keyboard, that’s the best advice I can give. Live locally.
And when you do sit down at the computer to search for help (I still do now and then), I hope you’ll find useful items here or on ParadigmSalon.net.
You can also ask for specific help too, of course, and I’ll do my best to respond. Peace.