This is wonderful:  http://www.healthnutnews.com/know-thistle-farms/

  A place for victims of sexual trafficking and related horrors, supported by a woman with spiritual and business brilliance.

I just had a spontaneous healing event – as I have often, and thought I might turn it into an exercise to offer.

Clear your space psychically, create order, in respect of the items around you.

Turn off all things that might interrupt.

Stand in the center of your space.

Close your eyes.

Deepen and slow your breathing.

Experience your body.

Exhale with sound if it might feel relaxing.

Greet your Help.  Ask for healing.

Call on your Inner Healer to receive.

Be still or sway, bend, release tension with large or faint movements.

Be still again.

 

Wait.

…

Accept.

 

I’ve been hearing this term more and more lately and am glad we are hearing more about it because it is not uncommon, and in a mild form it is the air we breathe in our mediated society.

The Effects of Gaslighting in Narcissistic Victim Syndrome

http://www.nytimes.com/
2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html?_r=1

The first of the three videos can be skipped, but the whole article is a welcome piece of writing.

And here’s a link from it which I also found useful:

https://sites.google.com/site/targetedindividuals101/survival-guide/more-survival-guide

Unfortunately, I didn’t read this in time and allowed my tormentors to force me from my home, losing tens of thousands of dollars in the hasty (terrified) process.

Now, just like the article predicts, I find myself in yet another bad situation (wondering if it has also be engineered by handlers), with options narrowing….

BUT, chastened by this article, I will make less-hasty, more cautious choices.  AND I will look for the somewhat-local community this article mentions as a way to get support.

Keep the Faith ~

http://tv.greenmedinfo.com/
how-and-why-cannabis-
cures-cancer-scientific-
explanation/

My Name is Jean Ann Eisenhower

and I’m a “targeted individual”- TI.

That means: at some point,

I got on a powerful someone’s shit list.

I was baptized and “confirmed” Mormon

but only because my mother made me,

but I’ve ignored the church I promised to respect,

and have even implicated it publicly in sexual crimes.

I allowed myself to be drawn into a sorority,

only after putting up a heroic resistance,

but they found my weak points, reeled me in,

and I deactivated two weeks after making my solemn vows.

I failed to honor my nation and keep its secrets.

Instead, I exposed the lies of the FBI

in a failed assassination attempt against my colleague.

I told the whole world.

The attacks on my life, begun in childhood

have accelerated over the decades, and now

accelerate through the years.

And it’s becoming unbearable.

Computer interference.  Identity theft.

Phone tapped.  Grapevine slander.

Home break-ins.  Car sabotaged.

Amnesic medical and other events at night.

Biopsy scoop marks.  Healed scars.

Taser burns.  Drug effects.

Injection bruises.  “Donut” bruises.

Tones and videos projected into mind.

Unconsciousness, missing time.

Unusual waking with tones or electronic vibrations.

Exhaustion, heart problems, heart attacks.

Depression, anxiety.

Grief, fear.

I wonder what to do.

Telling people goes pretty much nowhere.

The targeting people are a network,

with tentacles into communications,

churches, law enforcement, everywhere –

including the highest reaches of power in the world.

No successful response is likely to be political,

or legal, or even social in the mainstream.

I can respond emotionally, and I have.

And I work every day to heal my emotions.

I can respond philosophically, explore the meaning

of our world, beyond the crafted worldview.

I can respond spiritually, lift myself above the mire

of this world, in which children are sold

into experiments, fracturing their minds

and stealing their souls.

“How shall we then live?”

Rebellions will be quelled, activism misdirected.

Only in myself do I have any power,

and with my relations in the cosmos.

This is the shift I’ve been trying to make –

to design my life for less connection

to our material world, where I am attacked,

and more to the world of Spirit.

Perhaps it’s what the spirits have had in mind for me all along,

dogging me, provoking me,

driving me back

to their wilderness, away from the dangers of civilization.

Perhaps they are not evil beings, per se, who rape the children.

Perhaps they are simply creators,

slicing lower chakras of humans

for some worthy purpose, unaware of how it feels to us.

Perhaps they are my helpers

igniting a fire to move me, for a good I cannot see.

Or maybe my pain, our pain,

physical, emotional, and psychic,

is just a cost of doing business on Earth,

a cost born by us, but not personal.

Or maybe it’s a very personal challenge,

a spiritual challenge,

one’s destiny,

to see, through pain, beyond the illusion.

Maybe pain is the messenger

to wake up.

Those in pain may be the lucky ones.

Check it out and de-stigmatize yourself:  http://www.greenmedinfo.com/blog/do-5-million-americans-really-have-bipolar-disorder-0